My Bear

My dear friend,

An open letter to say this right.

You came into my life at a time when all was not bad, over the course of the years we have changed so much and grown together so much.

We both can trust and rely on the other and know that the other is always there and that even in anger at one another we turn to each other for comfort.

We became closer after a traumatic time in your life when you needed a friend to vent to who did not judge you who wanted nothing in return but the friends she had somewhere in that time we grew to rely on each other and feelings grew, not bad a natural course of events for two people hurting and needing a friend who understood.

When I said that you almost know me better than my best friend this is still true, you by being you have the power to say look you are hurting yourself by doing this or being silly about that and in the end even though it angers me at times I know it is right because I do have the power to control me and my life.

My friends have never seen me break the rules I set for myself and even though angry they have never seen the side of me that I keep hidden for reasons that need to be hidden. You are the only one who faced that side down and told me to get my head out of my ass.

I do not regret knowing you cherishing you as a friend nor the feelings that grew from that. I have no regrets for the friendship that we have grown out of this with.

You are now and will always be an important part of my life, just by being you.

I don't know what the future holds in my life as does anyone but I know that when tomorrow comes my dearest friends will be by my side supporting me holding me up and making me open my eyes and take the blinders off.

I love ya my friend

And while this is mainly directed to Bear the ones who know me best need to hear that I love them and cherish them dearly also.


"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin

A day without you guys is like a day with no end.