You made me cry today.
Not because I have talked to you, but because I saw a stupid Bear.
When is this hold you have over me going to die, how many more ways can i cut your heart out of my heart and destroy everything that reminds me of you.
I have come to the stage of pure hatred where you are concerned and I dont shed a tear because of hating you. Like I should, as I was always taught when doing others right hating is not allowed or an option.
How do I tell my mother that in loving you, you made me hate you with all that is left of my heart. You have destroyed me in every way possible and seeing you rot in hell would not sooth the pain.
I will over come this pain and I will move past you.
You dont deserve my tears my rage or my hatred but they are still all yours.
So enjoy your victory, cause pretty soon it will be your last and you wont have this hold on me any longer.
I will continue to treat others with love respect and know that even though you tried to destroy every one of my friendships, there are six who said screw you Steven Johnson and today they are still with me picking up the pieces you chewed up and spit out and telling me that I do matter and that I am not a fool.
Bears need to stay in the forest and dwell in the world of humans no longer.
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