Happy Halloween

Wow

Time is flying so fast.

Dylan had a good time tonight trick or treating as Thomas the tank engine, and it was so much fun seeing Jeff and him laughing and carrying on together.

It has been a painful month, but a growing month.

I am done with the would have, could have, should haves, and I am done being a doormat to anyone.

This is Mary, take me as I am or go away its that simple. I do not expect anyone to hold my hand and get me through the rough stuff, but I do expect my "friends" to be who they said they are. No longer will I stand by and let my life be run by what should I do to make this person happy.

I expect, no I deserve people to treat me with the same respect and love I give them, and I can count on one seven fingers the ones who do.

So to the other three fingers I say sayonara and when you wake up and say wait where is Mary, it will be to late.


The future is ahead and I am hoping for the light to sign brightly. A new vision of hope and love in my life and a wonderful family with Jeff and Dylan, our miracle child, who teaches me daily that perfection is a dream but a reality if one reaches for it.

Keep reaching for the stars, because although out of reach, worth the fight and the effort to make all our dreams come true.

I will leave with this.

I am not a perfect person, but in a perfect world perfection is the goal I achieve daily,with a happy healthy child and a wonderful husband and seven friends who reach for their perfection daily.