Goodbye

with the ease of a sparrow dying on a wire you said goodbye.

You broke every promise you ever made.
It was no longer a matter of the feelings being wrong, it is the anger the bitterness the tears and the horror to discover the truth.

The truth of you being a pathetic coward and liar like every other liar who has crossed my path. You gave me empty promises and lies.

Empty words to make YOU seem bigger and better, when in reality you are just a shriveled shell of a fool. Bitterness runs your pathetic existence and hatred is not even an option for me. All I feel is pity.

Pity because I allowed you into my world, I allowed you into my heart and I allowed you into my families heart. I allowed you to rip me in half and stomp me like shit on the ground and I allowed you to treat me like I was less than what I am.

Mr T once said I pity the fool. Well I was that fool.

No longer

You are gone from my life and will never get the chance to feel my ears and heart with you lies ever again.

You are a pathetic worthless piece of waste who has no reason in this world except to torture good honest people.You destroy friendships out of jealousy and had I not been smarter than you, you would have destroyed my family out of your bitterness and your jealousy.

Mark these words Steven Johnson, You are nothing more to me now than a painful memory that will make me cry for months, not out of love but out of embarrassment.A painful reminder of once again being taken advantage of by a man.

You will no longer have the right to use me You no longer have the right for my tears, my joys, my sorrow, my anything.

I write this to clear my anger cause you no longer even have that right.

The things you said and did in my darkest hour I could never do to another human being and that is what makes me better than you, because even though I loved you and would have moved the world had you asked, in the end I kept my promises my word and my hearts vow.

GOODBYE FOREVER, THE DOOR IS SHUT ON BEAR AND THE FOREST WILL RECLAIM YOUR SORRY EXISTENCE. THE IS NO ROOM IN THE REAL WORLD MY WORLD FOR TRASH LIKE YOU.

BE GONE BEAR
DARKEN MY HEART NO MORE