Good days are still out there,I found one, wasn't a chance of blinking and missing it it has been an all day event and a much needed boost.
Started the morning with Dylan getting up before me and watching cartoons with daddy as usual but when I got up they were both happy to see me for a change not just bub.
Maybe the snow cleared out the fog and the anger but Jeff is not screaming and cussing at me and things are calm. We did our weekend housework. Rearranged kitchen cabinets and did it without a fight.
Talked like adults for a change instead of two idiots who couldn't stand each other. after lunch decided I would take a nap and bub wanted to play on the computer so Jeff took the phone so no one could wake me up and after some much needed sleep we had dinner together and laughed while making it together.
Maybe the distance is doing me more good than I thought and maybe there is a method to the great design of life.
But today I have been at peace and have had my friends and my family and for once no desperate need for something missing. Happy as who I am not who I need to be.
Kelly says I have had to many bad days and she is right a good day is needed once in a while and makes a world of difference
Isn't amazing what a little snow can do lol
ahhh the magic of a few sprinkles of snow.... I love u hoho...good days ahead baby!!!
ReplyDeleteLots of good day I'm sure!
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy yall had a warm breath of fresh air, its so heartwarming to see.
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